I did really well with the shopping except the only lemons I found didn't look very ripe/juicy and despite picking up lots of bad stuff I didn't actually buy anything naughty.
However, on the way home I somehow decided to allow myself one treat so I went to the corner shop which was randomly closed for maintenance. I was pretty grateful but I knew I was going to binge when I got home anyway so instead of baking a cake I made myself some spaghetti bolognaise with lots of veggies.
Obviously I messed up (I had a peanut butter sandwich later too) but it could have been so much worse.
I feel very heavy and bloated so I think it'll prove to be a good lesson for me as I don't feel like eating at all now.
I bought some ex-lax the senna chocolate kind so I had one square just now to get back on the cleanse fully tomorrow.
I am not giving up
I may not be doing great but I'm not quitting that's for sure
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